Our Teenie Timbie: good and bad

This has been a full week, of great and bad things. Of course, every week has that, but I feel like we go from being SO excited, to SO dissapointed. I'll share some examples:
SO good:
-Andrew started Christmas vacation Thursday afternoon. It's SO great when he's home!!
-Noura has been sleeping pretty well this week
-Andrew and I got to go to our bible study Christmas party, and Beth watched Noura
-Shannon, Keith, and Katie stopped here for the night, while driving from CO to MI
-I got to see Shan and she FINALLY met Noura!!
-We celebrated Christmas with my parents, and Adam and his family last night. We don't get to see my nieces and nephew too often, so it was SO much fun!
- my sister-in-law Christin made a DELICIOUS dinner, and we had yummy desserts from me and my mom...mmmm!!!
-this morning we took turns with Noura in the morning, and later relaxing with her and a good book
BAD:
-We were planning driving to NY to celebrate with the Timbie's. Sadly, not everyone was feeling well, so we couldn't go. We are very sad to miss seeing them, but we know we will see them as soon as we can! WE LOVE YOU ALL!!!
-I had an OB appt., and since Noura was so early, and we are unsure why, we were told that it may not be the wisest decision to have more biological children. This is devastating news
- Noura seems like she may be coming down with a cold for real this time, so we're rocking her ALOT, so she naps alot, which she is
- We also cannot celebrate Christmas with my two brothers in CA, and Ryan's family. My niece is getting so big, and it is SO hard not seeing it!
BUT, we are SO thankful to celebrate Christmas together with our daughter. There were days in the NICU, we didnt think it would happen, and we are so grateful for it.